Because the photo canvas Australia, I learned to strong
Husband went away, with his dream and hope, left that he has full chest aspirations, but was often frustrated units. At the same time, also left more than a year old "吚 ah" the daughter of learning language, and the married less than three years of home, on his six-year long road to graduate school.
Entanglements, injustice, don't give up, puzzled, confused, sad, all these I have. In order not to affect his future, I still chose to support him silently. Because I know very well in his one's deceased father grind the road, it's a more than three hundred sleepless days and nights is how hard and not easy!
So, began the long days, I again when dad and mom, daughter became all my spiritual pillar, in the space of life, her daughter is "circle" I was the "fixed point", turn to revolve around his daughter.
Silently I tell myself, because my daughter, I must be strong, I am the daughter of an umbrella, the time for her to keep out harships.
Silently I tell myself, because my daughter, I must be strong, because I am a daughter, I am shining in the sky, the daughter of the sky is sunny day. I am the daughter of the starry sky, I bright, she's only sky thousands of miles. This is life, give my life, no matter how the road ahead, I, have to accept, optimistic to deal with.
Silently I tell myself, because my daughter, I must be strong, because a woman, at any time, all can't lose confidence and smile.
How time flies, time flies, four years passed in a twinkling of an eye.
Daughter had gone from "吚 ah" learning the language, to the toddler, grow up to be a every day carrying a small bag, school kindergarten pupils singing children's songs, now it will be a grade is entering a "college students". From the first call mom, for the first time to eat, dress himself for the first time, the first singing children's songs, the first back to the tang dynasty, the first writing, the first to draw... Every "first", let me excited, in tears, because my photos on canvas Australia has paid off, the daughter grow up the road, keep his strings by the shallow and deep, complete, clear footprints. In her daughter's growth picture album, a record of every growth trajectory, the daughter of each small step, is my most happy and delighted. All the laughter, tears, it is because of you all the happiness for you. My life because they have a daughter, and richly and become more and more colorful.
I've always wanted to put the best to give you, my daughter, I swallow the bitter tears quietly, I give you a sweet smile. When you are sick, is the most painful when mom, mom couldn't sleep a wink all night, silently watching you, wish your pain to me, share the pain for you; Whenever you naughty seeing, for the sake of the education you, mother malicious to punish you, secretly love dearly inwardly tears; Whenever you get the teacher's praise and won the "little red flower", the mother will be happy like a child, smile.
Daughter, you are the mother's "nuts", you are the mother of all spiritual, no matter how hard the life and difficulties, no matter work no matter how much frustration and, in any way how many twists and turns, as long as I see daughter childlike smile every day, all of my sadness and worry suddenly evaporated.
Five year old daughter always ask me: "mom, dad where to go? Why don't you accompany me? Dad doesn't canvas art 'me?" I tell her: "dad goes to school in xi 'an." "Mom, why is my kindergarten school, my father's school how has been not school? Dad not obedient, let the teacher make stand as punishment?" My heart, a sharp pain, do not know how to answer her daughter.
Whenever the night, the daughter of a person holding the high fever is not retreated to the hospital, when a person with a daughter over the weekend go to amusement park, whenever a person go to pick up my daughter from school, when under the desk lamp, I will give my daughter counselling homework, when I see her daughter because of the long-term lack of father photo to canvas, Australia has become so fragile and timid, how I wish her can accompany her dad. Old saying "a good father, equal to ten good teacher." Father photo on canvas Australia, however, father's education and guidance, the pivotal role in the growth of children, is irreplaceable.
In recent years, many times, I dreamt that he was alone in a boat, in the waves of the ocean, disoriented, have been on the shore. I cried with a loud voice, but no response, so I despair, I confused, I am confused, I really tired, even have a sense of fatigue. Perhaps, is his own too sentimental, perhaps, is the heart without a fulcrum.
Silently I tell myself, in order to daughter, must learn to be strong.
